Realizing

Why do I need to be bummed out just that I have lost a friend? I am not at all lost. I realized there are far better people out there.

Just like anyone else they may come back to your life by than you realize it is no longer worth it because you have already changed the way you feel for her.

The friend who broke your heart continuously thinking it was best this way to drift away just to fall back in love who didn’t even treat her right.

Who cares what she is going on because she is no longer a part of my life? We’ve all moved out and realized I can live without her.

I thought she was like a family, but all along I was wheeled along by listening to all her problems that made me all worry for her and get stress from what she would do next.

Just today my cousin was telling me she wanted to plan a trip together with our parents. It sounds so cool to be able to hang out with my relatives and enjoy something together.

This way I can explore and still bond with her and her mother.

It made me open my eyes that there are other people out there other than someone else.

After reading my blog last night I was able to read a comment from someone anonymous and it made me realize I am reaching out to the reader whom I may not know, but helping them as well.

It made me realize even if I don’t know who they maybe they also feel the same way.

I was so happy that they love who Carmina Life Style is and I am so thankful to be able to reach out to the ones reading my blog.

My mind was all in cloud nine feeling so happy that I have someone out there.

Being loved by someone even if you don't know who they are is a great feeling and everyone sometimes need to hear it from someone else.