In my teens I was a very shy and timid. I would always hide behind some one's back when someone starts a fight. My hand would shiver and shake. I had friends who took advantage of me because I was too sweet and nice. I always gave in what they wanted to do.  I never told them what I was feeling inside. Only when they really get into my nerves and I can no longer keep it away from them. My friends hardly see me complain or say harsh things to them. I was always the driver for my friends when we always went out. I would pick them up and come home late. My parents always complained because I would be tired and my friends don't live in the same direction of my home. At a point in my life my mom wanted me to get out of my shell and be confident about myself. I started taking modeling classes. When I was traveling to the Philippines with my mom she had a relative who knew someone where I can be exposed to modeling to the public. She placed me in a fashion

Did you ever loose your childhood friends and want to reconnect with them? This actually happened to me for so many years I have been searching for my friends who I grew up. For many years I kept thinking where and how I can look for them. The difficult part if they we're single and a female you won't know what their married name would be. I had search hard by typing their names in the Internet from their previous last name. Yet, it didn't come out until I had typed their parent's name or sibling. I also had to check the location where they use to live. The thing that surprised me everything is listed if you search your name. They have website where you used to live is listed in public. Just to let you know there are site that is not real information and they want to scam you to earn money from you. Never sign up to become a member.  After finding out their married name I went to Facebook. I was able to find my childhood friends. I left a message to my friend

This was my first child when I became an adult. I had named him after a favorite designer. His name is Ralph "Polo". I bought Ralph when he was still a puppy. He was the first puppy that had approached me and he was very playful. His breed is a Shih Tzu. He only ate certain dog food. Every time I would bring Ralph with me he gets excited when the window is rolled down and he would stick out his head out the window. His face would get blown away. Just like any dog he loved playing with his ball on the grass.  I would always take him for a walk in the neighborhood. I was able to potty train him on my own. He was a very discipline. He had an area to go pee in the house. He just prefer doing it outside. When I would come home from work he would hold his urine. He never pee once in the house. When he wanted to go poo he would circle around and he would go to the front door. It was his way expressing what he needed to do. Just