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For the past month I have been listening to depressing love songs. There is a music I keep listening over again. When I listen to that song I can feel what the person is going through.
Everyone goes through a heart break from a relationship or from a close friend who you have might of miss.
Sometime you want to hear from them. You don't want to disturb them. Maybe they are having a rough time. But, you are unsure what they are going through.
Everyone shows a different feeling to move themselves from being seen.
No matter what they are going through I hope they know I am always there for them.
If, they need that space from the what they are involved them. I am willing to give them that space they need in order for them to solve what they are going through.
Yes, you will miss that person. You hope they can solve what is bothering them.
I have a friend who told me sometimes friends need space from each other. They get all caught up from work and have no time to chat to keep in touch.
When they go home they are tired and ready to go bed.
Their life begin to rotate from working every day.
I find this true everyone deals with life differently.
I understand my friends for some reason try to give them the space and not leave a message to them. I don't want them to feel obligated.
Sometimes when you haven't heard from them you tend to leave a message. Just to see how they are doing.
But, you think about what you are feeling. You don't realize maybe that person wants to be left alone.
There are some people who want to disappear from you. I begin to worry for them since I can not be there for them.
I just hope they are okay and they know I am there for them if they need a friend.
They know how to get a hold of me.
I am use to having friends who are not at your side for a long time. Sometimes in good faith you end up running into them from the unexpected.
When I was a teen I had friends who just come and go. During that point in life you are still finding your way and searching for other friends to hang out.
Those friends who hasn't reconnected from you come back in your life when they are ready to stick to you.
Some friends never come back when they are completely unsure where they want to be. Or they decide not to be friends with you any more.
I feel those kind of friends are not meant to be. It doesn't make me judge who they are. I just think it is their lost not mine.
For how many years I had friends whom I haven't heard from them for some reason I was able to find them as years has passed.
We may not be as closed as before because there was been years we've lost in touch.
We end up reconnecting from the basic by getting to know each other again.
I have a friend who told me not to change and still be who I am.
My friend said, I am a nice person who is always there for anyone who reaches out to them.
When you loose one friend I realize you end up gaining a new friend.
I met someone new who is actually a second cousin who I just met at a party. She had told me the first time she meant me. She liked the person I am . She said, I am so nice and I am always smiling.
She said, she wouldn't have known just like anyone in the world they too have problems. She said, I just don't show it and just laugh it out loud.
My second cousin told me I am really different. She said, I am so simple and kind hearted.
She said, there are not many people who are very simple and say, truthful thoughts to a person.
I think that is how life is you loose them and you gain another one in return.
I think life is like that in general you loose something and something better comes your way.
Everyone goes through a heart break from a relationship or from a close friend who you have might of miss.
Sometime you want to hear from them. You don't want to disturb them. Maybe they are having a rough time. But, you are unsure what they are going through.
Everyone shows a different feeling to move themselves from being seen.
No matter what they are going through I hope they know I am always there for them.
If, they need that space from the what they are involved them. I am willing to give them that space they need in order for them to solve what they are going through.
Yes, you will miss that person. You hope they can solve what is bothering them.
I have a friend who told me sometimes friends need space from each other. They get all caught up from work and have no time to chat to keep in touch.
When they go home they are tired and ready to go bed.
Their life begin to rotate from working every day.
I find this true everyone deals with life differently.
I understand my friends for some reason try to give them the space and not leave a message to them. I don't want them to feel obligated.
Sometimes when you haven't heard from them you tend to leave a message. Just to see how they are doing.
But, you think about what you are feeling. You don't realize maybe that person wants to be left alone.
There are some people who want to disappear from you. I begin to worry for them since I can not be there for them.
I just hope they are okay and they know I am there for them if they need a friend.
They know how to get a hold of me.
I am use to having friends who are not at your side for a long time. Sometimes in good faith you end up running into them from the unexpected.
When I was a teen I had friends who just come and go. During that point in life you are still finding your way and searching for other friends to hang out.
Those friends who hasn't reconnected from you come back in your life when they are ready to stick to you.
Some friends never come back when they are completely unsure where they want to be. Or they decide not to be friends with you any more.
I feel those kind of friends are not meant to be. It doesn't make me judge who they are. I just think it is their lost not mine.
For how many years I had friends whom I haven't heard from them for some reason I was able to find them as years has passed.
We may not be as closed as before because there was been years we've lost in touch.
We end up reconnecting from the basic by getting to know each other again.
I have a friend who told me not to change and still be who I am.
My friend said, I am a nice person who is always there for anyone who reaches out to them.
When you loose one friend I realize you end up gaining a new friend.
I met someone new who is actually a second cousin who I just met at a party. She had told me the first time she meant me. She liked the person I am . She said, I am so nice and I am always smiling.
She said, she wouldn't have known just like anyone in the world they too have problems. She said, I just don't show it and just laugh it out loud.
My second cousin told me I am really different. She said, I am so simple and kind hearted.
She said, there are not many people who are very simple and say, truthful thoughts to a person.
I think that is how life is you loose them and you gain another one in return.
I think life is like that in general you loose something and something better comes your way.
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