Carmina was on vacation on the month of June visiting California. Carmina has a best friend who wanted to bring me out to explore only difference she is not into the social media. It was difficult to explain why needed to film places we went together. Carmina's best friend asked if she would like to visit a museum in San Francisco. I said sure giving me something my viewers would be able capture the inside a museum. Carmina's best friend went to pick her up and was told no filming while we're together. I was sad and wanted to film places making it a memory. Upon reaching Golden Gate Park Carmina held back filming when said to my best friend Mom Violy would like to see what is inside De Young Museum . The only problem she cannot walk several hours will get tired. Mom Violy is into museum. Best friend sure you can film inside just no talking or adding me to the video. I was very excited and made a challenge to myself. Several YouTubers make silent videos when posting in thei...
No one wants to talk about when our life is about to expire. Definitely it will come to everyone in the future when God feel it is time to leave the presence of where you're at.
Ever been in a situation when your other parent needs you the most when they have lost their other half.
Carmina has recently found out her stepmom Mama Tess passed away in the States. I am unable to fly down because I am also taking care of Mom Violy.
When your left in the dark and no one giving you the funeral services to attend online curiosity comes in mind.
After dwelling and gather all my emotions having two attempts Mama Tess was next by me when her floral scent was next to me. In my dream Mama Tess told me to think only the good memories of her. Mama Tess wanted me to explain everything we did together.
Memories of Mama Tess and Carmina Together
We had attended a children's birthday party with my family. In our photo is Carmina, Mama Tess and Papa Ping who is my brother in-law's grandpa.
While I was in town in California, we ate at Mama Tess favorite California Pizza near Great Mall to meet with stepbrother Mark.
Year after Carmina ate at Aunt Rita and Tita Jaime's house in Danville, California along with my dad and Mama Tess.
Celebration of my dad's birthday with his family in Napa Valley, California.
Year 2017 during Memoria Weekend my dad introduces me to his ballroom friends another interest they spend together. I had gained new friends who are consider my other Father and Mother.
Year 2019 we went to San Francisco a place Mama Tess love to visit when I am in town.
Mama Tess was wearing a white outfit with florals. In my dream it was very bright while I am talking to her in my dream all my worries went away.
I woke up the next day feeling I need to stop delaying my life.
I realized that Mama Tess will understand why I cannot be there for my dad right now.
When someone dies do you sense anything from them?
I've always had a scent from the air when I mentioned their names. Or at passing I can see an image of them where they use to stay.
I never been afraid of someone who has passed away.
Everyone it takes a longer time to get over and heal what they are feeling deep inside.
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