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From private practice to public premiere: Carmina’s first YouTube debut changes everything.

Every day, I would join Lyn’s livestream after being active and chatting with others who were also watching. Lyn once advised us to premiere long videos since they count toward public watch hours, just like livestreams. She suggested they be over ten minutes, but to me, that felt too short premieres felt more like livestreams where you entertain viewers for one, two, or even three hours straight. Recently, while on vacation, I decided to try my first premiere since my video was an hour and thirty-six minutes long. At first, I was nervous as a newbie, unsure if it was the right move, but sometimes you have to step out of your comfort zone to see what might help with YouTube watch hours . Carmina joined her friend's livestream to announce an upcoming premiere on Tuesday, January 13, Philippine time , since many viewers are in different time zones. It’s common during livestreams for the host to make such announcements and pin them so other viewers can turn on notifications and subscr...

Feeling Helpless


I feel helpless when someone keeps complaining about someone when it doesn’t have to do with them. Even though you explain to that person they all get caught up on what someone is wearing when they take a picture.

I feel helpless when you hear someone complain how the person they know is wearing teenager clothes at their age not realizing it is the new trend and it doesn’t matter what age you are to wear that certain outfit.

I feel helpless when you hear someone complain when the person has so many different wardrobes when they take pictures at the beach, but when you think of it she is the same way.

I can’t understand between friendships you need to complete with each other what you post online why it has to matter what your friend wore.

I feel like running away from the person because all she does is complain something that has nothing to do with me. Or it has nothing to do with her.

I feel like telling the person she needs to grow up and stop acting like a teenager because when you complain you are driving for attention.

You wonder if this person is reaching mid life crisis or going through a phase you call lack of attention.

I went away from my phone and shut it off to stop receiving messages.

I needed a break from the person who I felt so helpless even if I explained to her how I took it she still kept thinking she was right and I was wrong.

Our conversation wasn’t going anywhere I know if I keep communicating with her we would end up fighting for something so little.

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